During the last decade of my spiritual search I have been with many different masters and teachers. I tried many practices and visited spiritual centers, various seminars and events. What I saw was that many of those people going to spiritual masters or teachers had very traumatic experiences in their childhood. They were heavily injured on the emotional level. This has been my own situation too…
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