i was into this stuff for literally 15 years before I was bored one day.. and read about flat earth. let us just say the proof is not on your side as you would think, or I thought, which puts much of this to rest.

the aliens can be explained as a distraction, and possibly a invasion type thing was planned at one time, in which these folks would arrive in fancy craft, they would perform 'miracles of healing' and gives us tech. yippie.

but the way i've heard it framed it woudl be used to bring the world under the rule of one group.. since clearly we can't manage ourselves (our leaders make it appear so).

I absolutely agree with going to source, and searching for this truth yourself, but one thing I'd interject into your sayings is that the creator/God doesn't have a plan for us. there is no 'plan' .. there is only God energy playing out a game, if you knew the outcome before you played.. why bother?

no this is much more than a planned out machinery. i don't believe i have a purpose beyond existing. i don't believe i have anything to do beyond what I give myself to do.

i do believe that God helps me in any direction i wish to travel. i do believe if i have challenges in my life i gave them to myself thru my lack of awareness or higher-self choice to move me along in a given direction given a purpose I gave to myself.

live in peace, love and joy