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Enlightenment Intensive - LeRoy's Experience
Enlightenment Intensive - LeRoy's Experience
Early in the second day, I had a revelatory experience in which I identified with my Higher Self. I felt like I received something like a download of information summarized as follows. I am everything, including the physical universe. My identification with a limited construct confined within a human body is merely a game that I invented.
In order to play this limited identity game, I compressed myself, compressed, compressed, compressed so much to get the entirety of myself into a limited body. I compressed myself into something dense, so dense, so incredibly dense. Then, I had to do something else to continue playing this limited identity game. I had to forget my true identity as Higher Self and to identify my “self” with this little thing and nothing else. Then, I had to do one more thing to continue playing this limited identity game. I had to believe that all of the other parts of myself, the other humans and all other parts of the universe are not me. With this setup, I can play the game.
Now, in my revelatory experience, I could see through all of that and recognize that it is only a game. In the game, of course I want to merge with all other aspects of myself, and I feel frustrated when I find myself incapable of fulfilling that fundamental desire. In my revelatory experience, I am free from that, or so I thought. Any moment in which I am identifying with the little thing, then I am not free from the game. My gift is that I have the ability to choose to play the game or not. Later in the second day, I decided to go beyond the revelatory experience and open to what may come.
I spent the third day joyfully in a creative union with God. I was singing like I had never done before and feeling the joy of union with God. I enjoyed being in a space of creative expression. It was a dramatic and welcome contrast to my customary mental posture dominated primarily by my left brain. I freely explored creativity and joy, loosing any constraints I had customarily placed on my right brain. I felt the love of God flowing through me, and I experienced that as my identity.