For what it is worth, you cannot please all the people all the time and to do so will just drive you crazy.
Self worth and self validation come from , surprisingly enough, yourself. So while you feel you have to somehow validate your existence to other people this is simply untrue.
We all find our own way to enlightenment and whether the path is long and winding or whether it is short and straight has no bearing on whether you are a good or bad person and whether you deserve to live or die.
The fact you reach out to others or wish to share their pain or your own is what is means to be an empath. And not all feelings you will have will be your own.
Stick around, please. We have barely met and I am already feeling there is much to say.
I am frolicsome and I am easy,
Good tempered and free
And I don't give a single pin me boys
What the world thinks of me.
RE: Do I want to live or kill myself off?