Yo im tired of this shit. I write and network and I bitch. I just want to get where im going...Why does everything have to take so fucking long. Seriously it drives me f-ing mad. Im doing the best I can at what im good at but its never enough. I have to sleep flat on my back because my back hurts all the fucking time. Im stress out to shit. Sorry for the negativity people but I just dont understand whats going on. Im so out of it today. I have no want to do what im currently doing. I have no fire anymore. Maybe just today.... Most days im not like this. Just today. Probably because ive ran out of weed and have been smoking res for the last 3 days. Probably because losing money in crypto is normal....Probably because people are fucking idiots and I cant have a conversation with any of them. I write alot of poetry but I only can write so much of it....Some dayss I just feel like blowing off steem ya know???? Im tired.
Funny thing is I got new job this week and im pumped about it! really looking forward to it... but waiting for it to start is miserable I just want to get the show on the road. Stuck in limbo right now. I feel like falling asleep right now....its ridiculous ...Im running out of steem...man some of the shit that gets upvoted on here is such crap...Im the next fucking Shakespeare and im happy when I make $20....Which is bullshit...Its like im stuck in high school again...Where they basically grade you on how "neat" your handwriting is... CORNY CORNY CORNY SHIT
My shits corny sometimes but at least its good-corny
I mean some of the people making money on steemit dont even have talent... AND THATS TRUTH SO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY IS.....
PEACE!