Today I am happy that at least I have survived my dialysis without much discomfort and blood pressure crash because although my BP went down to 100 Systolic they just are able to revert it back to 120 almost instantly, well with the classic infusion of saline solution. I ought to protest when they did that infusion because I wasn't feeling light-headed so I just let them and let myself adjust later with my fluid consumption.
Near the end of my session I am already beginning to feel the signs of crashing BP but it was ever so slight of a feeling that my blood pressure is still stable and I was able to withstand until the scheduled termination time although I went home a bit heavier so I just hope that I won't get so heavy again in my next session God-willing.
But I am thankful that at least I had my needed blood cleaning and a reduction in my body's excess water so I just hope that I could sleep now because of the lack of sleep I got last night. But this morning I had a funny dream and the dream is about my neighbor in the toilet taking a bath then my mother opened the door, so my neighbor got exposed to my mother because of that and then came my father, did the same thing, peeped into the bathroom and it is really bizarre just like my other dreams that I had.
I just regard my dreams as my source of entertainment so I just welcome them because I haven't had much nicer dreams during the times that I was suffering from insomnia. I am just glad that I didn't went crazy because I know that lack of dreams and sleep for that matter is very bad for every person's mind.
Hopefully I could control more of my fluid intake because it is awfully hard to control it even when you are already dying from breathing you will still drink and drink just to quench that thirst that you are feeling.
Soon my God wills i that I could get more sessions so that at least it could it could make me liberal with my diet and fluid consumption. So that at least I could feel that I am near normal with that part of my life. I am always feeling frustrated and deprived in many aspects of my life particularly with the basic functions of my body because of restrictions and limitations and I just want to change that even with small changes it will truly impact my life a great deal.