It is really a very bad thing that happened lately as big pharmacies here in my place are not restocking my Cinacalcet, my needed parathyroid medicine that is the only drug that tames down my raging neck gland. If I will continue in not having it my bone condition will get worse for sure.
That Cinacalcet is also a very rare medicine, if fact in my whole province I am just the one who was purchasing it because that drug is so expensive that only a few people can afford it and even if they affording it they are probably giving it up to take it because as I have experienced for myself, that dreaded drug is making my life as hard as hell with regards to my appetite which is always in the crapper.
But I could not give it up because of the benefits that I am getting from taking it because it is responsible for alleviating my lingering pain in my back. The trouble is that it doesn't completely heal my condition, it merely just slows it down. That is why I am having some pains still and the progression of my joint degeneration.
So it is hard still as I am still getting ripped in purchasing it while not having a cure for my raging Parathyroid gland. I just hope that my other plan to demolish the root cause of it by controlling the phosphorus that is entering in my body and at the same time boosting my body's ability to absorb more Calcium.
So I am hoping for that to make some good difference in my current bone situation to finally free me from having a lot of pain, stiffness, and the risk of getting bone fractures. I do not want those that is why I am really spending just to make my life more comfortable because currently I am in a miserable state and all my cards are on the table already waiting for my fate to change for the better in the soonest possible time.
In a way I am really grateful and thankful because of the support that I am getting from the steem community otherwise I would not be able to afford my necessary and important medicines which are really expensive to procure for myself. But I can afford them and that is what is important at the moment. So I will just keep on working here so that I could sustain my prodigal needs which really is bleeding my pockets.
One good thing is that steem community gives me a sense of security which is what I needed especially in these turbulent times of my life. You are all just heaven-sent for me and all I pray for is for God to repay you all for your selfless love that I could feel deep inside my heart. With God's blessing for my efforts we can do this and I will just keep on striving until I could see some level of success. May God bless us all.