It is a sunny day again, it is hot but it supposed to be rainy too and yet we haven't had much of it but soon the wetaher will turn to a much fairer weather in terms of temperatures. I do not like the cold days really as well as the rainy times where it is uncertain if we would wallow again ion a submerged flooring of our house.
My father always disinfects the flood water with chlorine bleach because although the water inside is clear it is still awfully dirty and may contain some life-threatening microbes specifically that would come from mice excrements and urine. But our back door had been elevated now so any flood water coming in would originate from the cracks and seams of the floor.
It has been not like that before because many years ago our house itself is relatively high but now things have changed and I do blame the weather or climate change although some say it was not so and I do not believe them based on the experiences that I already had in the last few years.
That is why I am still dreaming of having this house renovated as soon as possible so that me and my parents could finally live in a more presentable, safe, secure, and clean house which we need because of our current future where my parents are getting old already and myself needing an abode where it would be more kinder for my body.
I am also longing and wanting someplace other than of my room where I could stay for a while and be with some flowering and fruiting plants and trees where natural winds would caress my emaciated body and sunlight to strike my dried and flaky skin. My plan is to have a garden with an access only from my room.
I do think it is doable if we would only have two rooms instead of three since we do not need three rooms as visiting relatives if they so chose to stay here could just well sleep in the sofa area or even to my sister's house beside here. The reason for a private garden is for me to have a little more space area since I do not want to be bothered while relaxing all by myself or possibly tending to my God-willing planted grated fruiting plants and trees.
It is just nice to dream about it because it is making me feel good inside although it is not palpable yet. I am not really dreaming of more ambitious dreams but if I would make it a reality then truly God is working for my aspired goals and dreams. Sadly I might even not put a grain of sand for that dream of mine because this house is not my priority as I rather live in a shack but not worrying about my medicines than to live in a comfortable house where I am inside with misery because I could not even buy a tablet of one of my medicines.
So it will just remain to be a dream for now but I do pray to God to make it a reality even without that private garden, just as I have said, a good secure, safe, and functional home is already a great blessing for me and my parents.
My plan and may God bless it, was to have a private garden between my room and my parent's room so that our rooms or mine at least would have tow to three windows just for them to have a better air circulation since the husband of my sister had blocked the other side of this house with roofing and it made no more fresh air coming from that side of the house.
I do think that it will be a good design so that it could allow more fresh air in the two rooms and the living and dining space. So the house would form like a cubed letter "C" from above, two rooms facing each other and that private garden at the center space. There will still be space maybe at the back or I will just make the two rooms bigger as well or I may not and let another space at the back of the house for laundry and cooking and a little garden space for my parents to tend.