I'm dealing with something similar, and have been for about a month.

Trying to find a pace where it doesn't feel like a complete chore, but as you said with the way Steemit works, it can easily make things worse and guilt you into thinking you need to do more.

I hope you're able to relax a bit and focus on the upcoming good times you're going to experience. At least you know what you're fighting for throughout the struggles.