Sir, i couldn’t find the money and I’m running late for school. He could sense how timid i was, he pushed me towards the wall with his right hand on my chest, don't you like me 'he asked' i was just standing there in shock and scared to death. I want to take care of you, i will pay your school fees and buy you a lot of nice things but you have to be nice to me too, let me teach you how to be nice.
For a moment there my world just went to a pause, i could hear nothing, i could only feel a cold disgusting touch on my skin, it reminded me of a boy at school, he was my senior, few months ago he followed me to the toilet and was touching me and tried to force himself on me but luckily for me one of the teachers walked in and saved me, i felt so degraded and violated. Oh my gosh, suddenly i felt a wet heavy breath on my neck. Back to the moment, hey I’m talking to you "he snapped".
I didn’t even know what to say, for once in my life I was short of words but somehow I found the courage to say; Uncle i don’t understand what is going on, you are my uncle and i don’t think this is right, i spoke out in fear but he just seem not to care if I was his family, he was quite drunk and somehow had the energy to overcome me. So you are trying to be stubborn, after everything i did for your family, do you know how much i have spent on you and your brothers just because your mother can't keep her legs closed, how do you think i should be paid back, you have come to collect more money wearing this your short school skirt, see how beautiful you are. I must definitely have you before all those small boys devour you. 'He ranted'
I was just standing there so scared, so shocked, my brain had suddenly shut down hence i was just starring like a zombie, shaking and begging him to let me leave, i told him i didn't want the money again, please just let me go (I mentioned repeatedly). Suddenly he lifted me off the floor and carried me, panting heavily, he grabbed a bottle of whiskey on his side draw, broke it into pieces, held the top part next to my neck and threw me roughly on the bed, and he told me if I scream he drain my blood out through my neck.
As stinking as he was, that alcohol drenching smell, he probably drank until this morning, i just kept thinking is this it, my own family, a man i grew up knowing as my uncle is just going to defile me like a thrash.