Hello #Steemfam,
There's something I've been putting off, and if you're really my Fam then there's no use prolonging it anymore.
If you've been following 
So, here goes:
B and I broke up in the beginning of September. He's got an illness with gambling, I though we had figured it out and tamed that beast 8 years ago, but turned out the beast was still roaring the whole time. I understand addiction being a former alcoholic myself, so of course I will always understand what's going on with B. Always.
I cried for weeks at first.
Then I got real mad.
It's been rough to say the least, and I want to say the least, trust me lol.
Things are getting better though, more 'balanced' on my end, and that's why I think I've found the lady balls to write now.
Being apart doesn't make us less of a family.
The children are doing pretty good, as good as can be in a separation. B is hanging out with them tonnes.
I don't know what I'm accomplishing by writing this...
I guess it's just that I've had this major situation going on and haven't told any of you about it. So, here it is. Our life this last while...the realest, and most alive-in-me part, that I've been leaving out.
I need to get back to frequently posting.
I've been trying for the last 2 days to start the story of "Honeyman", my best friend who passed away 5 years ago. I am finding it really hard to start that tale...I'm finding it really hard to post at all these last months! I'm scatterbrained my friends. My #SteemFam...
Before this "revelation" in Sept, the children had just gone back to school, and I was on fire, posting twice a day. I definitely got sidetracked, for good reason, but enough is enough. I need to get back to work.