I believe this drawing did help in conveying most of your feelings at that point (I can relate to those crazy feelings) and you must have felt even better after making this beautiful piece. It's never easy to open up about what's going on on the inside of us, but I am glad you have found a way to let yours out. And yeah, sometimes, all we need do is to just enjoy the water and not stress too much over it. There, the "problem" somewhat becomes a blessing...
You did put in a whole lot of work in here, there is a bit of humor in there but still, the message did reach home! And the painting too, it is just on point. I love this....
RE: DROWNING [A comic where I try to explain how I feel]