@surpassinggoogle's Untalented Contest: Who Am I?

Who Am I? an untalented Nobody
This drawing is my first ever attempt to draw myself. Phew... I made it. I think of myself as a calm person and Blue is my favourite color although I am fascinated with rainbow.

I had always thought I am nobody. I wanted to change this mindset but whenever I look around me, the reality is telling me the same. I fought hard to keep fighting life and move on and build a positive mindset along the way. And hopefully, life will reward me handsomely one day.

I have failed, tumbled, betrayed, dumped and recovered over and over again. But life is beautiful like rainbow. There will be rainbow after rain for there is hope that keeps us going. My hubby and kids are the only family I had in my lonely world. They are my pillars when I felt losing my hope.

Stubborn
Being stubborn is as natural as I can be. A trademark that keeps me going when the whole world are against me.

OCD
I have OCD for anything that I started working on. This has always causing me to lose sleep as the brain cannot stop processing though the eyes already dying to sleep.

Introvert
I am an introvert and have an ISTJ personality type. I have fear for crowd gathering and had always maintain distance with anyone. Steemit is the best possible place to get me connected with many people through my writings and commenting without feeling awkward and displaced. Thanks Hive account@ugetfunded for advising me to join this community. It really means a lot to me.

My Dream
Work from home. Oh yes please.

Ultimate Dream
World peace where there is no war, crime and poverty. Love that Michael Jackson song...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race

Thanks for reading and hope we can enjoy this journey together. I have no laptop and have been using my mobile phone to write my posts. So difficult actually but as you can see my stubbornness keeps me going and postings. I wish also to share a very touchy sentimental poetry by Myrtle Thomas, if you can understand this poetry, it is very much related to me, please read it here https://steemit.com/photography/@ainie.kashif/a-calm-river-by-myrtle-thomas.

And my thanks to Hive account@stellabelle that has been guiding fellow Steemians. Also not forgetting Hive account@surpassinggoogle for creating this great contest! Here's his original post about the contest: https://steemit.com/steemit/@surpassinggoogle/steemit-s-untalented-is-in-beta-participate-freely-because-every-participant-in-this-contest-will-win-something-no-losers
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