Heard this expression: "Dreaming is not harmful"?
I began to think it over. From the position "what if it's NOT THAT, and dream badly?"
Do you know what the result is?
DREAMS KILL.
If you dream about something that is NOT READY TO DIE (a goal that is not subject to doubt in the implementation), then such a "dream" drastically sinks your self-esteem.
I just want it, but I do not.
To learn English, quit smoking, start traveling, start playing sports, eat right, start a business, and similar common things, but, in general, the right things.
From such here "I want" the energy thrombus, a stagnation, a stopper which prevents circulation of free energy is created.
Hence - fatigue, apathy, craving for smoking and alcohol. The load of unrealized goals is pressing.
Davit in the literal sense.
Probably, it is for this reason that so many people are more like an exclamation mark. Have you noticed?
I dare to draw a conclusion - from here and pains to a back, and a sick backbone, and strokes.
The system knows exactly where and how to put "clothespins" ... 😏
Based on the above - the process of accumulation of energy and strength, it is only to wish that you intend to (a) do a hundred poods. Let LITTLE, but reinforced concrete (for you) goals.