You bought at the height of a pump, I'm afraid. Always look at the chart first, if there is a verticle rise then the price is likely to come down.
Also, the only benefit in having Steem Power is curating. So you need to do curating alongside your writing.
RE: How Steemit/Steem has lost me $1000 - I was a true believer , not anymore, I'll tell you why!