Hi sis ❤️❤️, I'm really hoping you are feeling better now !? I can really relate , omg . I sometimes wish I didn't feel like that you know .

Yes with the pads , me too I do that , I feel it's probably because my mom said it's taboo and waht not. You know for the guys to see and all. So me too always was so scared in school to even take the pad to the bathroom , it's so funny 😅😅 .

I used to never be depressed before , you know , like when I was very very young . But I really don't remember since when I have been experiencing premenstrual depression , but it could last for two weeks sometimes , I cry and cry and feel the worst ... And I can't even smile.. it's so super hard.

So I really get when you said how you breathed to let the tear go , I used to do that all the time.

So what am I doing now to feel better ?

Hahah , I'm just praying about it all , and even if I'm crying I'm crying for God , you know hahaha...but I try maximum to watch something which is crime related and not romantic comedies ...hahaha if by mistakedly a romantic comedy pops up then it's pools of tears..lol..

Thinking about how bad my life is and bla blah .

I really hope you feel better sis 😘😘 😘