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Yes Yes Yes Yes!
Bianca said yes times four, because one didnt seem like enough for her boyfriend.
It seemed like the best day of her life.
I sat across the table and wasnt paying attention to the exquisite food the chefs brought to us.
We just couldnt stop touching, reaching across the table to touch and kiss each other. I kept memorizing and going back to just minutes ago, when I told her I love her...that i want to marry her...
Oh God!, It sure did make my heart beat as hell making those words come out to her.
Finally, I was officially engaged with Bianca.
I felt so pleased with myself. I wouldnt take my eyes off her, throughly and unashamedly, i watched her with happily dancing brown eyes.
"What are you thinking?" I asked her softly as i took her hand once again over the table and traced my thumb along the back of hers, dipping it into the hollow of my palm.
She smiled at me as the silence between us intensified. The kind of smile that is laden with words... words like: Are we really doing this?
"I'm playing your proposal again in my head," she admits laughing. "I'm ridiculous I know".
I laughed softly and lifted her finger to my lips, "Do you want me to ask again?"
She bit her lip and nodded.
I thickened my voice this time, "Marry me, Bianca". I leaned across the table, with my hand on the back of her head as i pulled her in to meet my lips.
"YES", she breathed a second before i kissed her, slow and languorous. "I love you, Ayo", she whispered as she touched my tongue with hers...
"Ayo the girls are going to freak out!. But i want to see their faces when i tell them.", she grabs a glass and takes a sip. "Did the guys know you were going to propose?"
I took out my phone to send a text to Richard about what I had just done when the alarm notification came up on my screen, louder than normal. I just couldn't stop it no matter how hard i tried.
The noise eventually woke me up from my day dream, porting me back to the reality of life..
The reality of the fact that about an hour ago, I had called the relationship quit with Bianca, FOR REASONS BEST KNOWN TO ME and my depression had led me to the 'noon-mare'. I wished it was real.. but can it be ? ....
Wanna know the REASONS?
Stay tuned for the next piece....