hi Hive account@anantshri thanks for the advice. I suppose I came to this platform to engage. The money was sort of secondary. I really just wanted to express my true self under the anonymity of steem. I got some pretty negative responses after my first couple posts so decided not to share my self anymore... Now im sort of trying to find my passion to post about again. I know I used the word money, but getting no upvotes really hearts the ego and self worth.