keep your head up when you work so hard and you still not happy. I am their now but i must push on i have no choice. I am going to be happy soon even if the world says no. I am creating happiness and I am going to make it through. I am going to start making to choices that fulfill my self happiness. I help so many people when I can and i never get the same but I will invite those people to help me fulfill happiness. In time all is possible.