I am disappointed that I can only eat twice a day because my food just stays in my stomach for a long time that I cannot feel that I am hungry anymore. I could only blame it on the parathyroid medicine that i am taking but I cannot do anything about it but thanks to my meal replacement milk and my protein drink I can meet at least near my calorie needs.
I always measure my arm with my left hand just to see if I was making a difference but I cannot see anything yet considerable changes but maybe the phosphate binder that will lower my body's phosphorus levels and that I know will make me feel better with less pains because of the impact it will do to my parathyroid gland which I pray to stop pumping its destructive influence on my joins and bone.
All through these passed months my life had changed because of the medication that I am taking so my thankfulness and gratefulness to the steemit community will be neverending. Thanks to my friends here at steemit because you give me all the reason to live, may God repay you for all your support, prayers, thoughts that are so unimaginable for me still until now that I am receiving, I am bless as 
I guess that I am still okay because of the food supplementation that I am taking together with my medications I could get a better life in a few months with a considerable improvement on my well-being although much poorer than right now, I can probably still manage. But this has a cost and it is really heavy on the budget. Well I am not eating out or buying needless things nor party-party everywhere or going to trips.
My money almost exclusively goes fore my health maintenance so I think I will never find myself wanting thanks to steemit, my heaven on earth.