oh Jerry! Brother. Let me give you a hug.. Im really feeling you.
Will you let me tell you what to do?
Please start by taking the next two days off.. Spend it with your family.
You've been burning the candle at both ends.. and sometimes it makes everything seem much worse than it really is.

What you do for the community is more than most. Please let that in.
Your desire to help is from a great heart.. and sometimes we want to fix everything ourselves.. but we cannot. You can't single handedly make everything ok.. Its not really possible.. We have to honor ourselves and know in our hearts that what we do is the best we can do, and no one can ask more from us.. Im sure that you are doing the best you can do.. it seems very obvious. SO please take a step back and appreciate yourself.

Now, if you ask me the most important things you do on Steemit i believe it is your desire to help find good content from other people. You are doing this already and it is probably the single most important thing i can see that is needed here. Why? Because SO many people like myself pour out hearts and souls into posts, some of us spend hours on a single post.. There are so many people who are writing amazing content, like on my ecoTrain, and they will not last long. I mean how many posts can you write that gets just 5 or 10 views before you want to give it up.. With the ever increasing user base, this will only become more the case.

Therefore, I would say you should use your amazing mind to keep figuring out ways to help good posts get discovered. I have done what I can to do this by creating the ecoTrain, but im sure you can come up with even better ideas..

By doing this you will continue to bring such joy to authors, and also the people who end up reading and benefiting from these posts.. Promote those topics that are close to your heart like veganism, love, etc and see how nice it will feel.. We must do what makes us feel good..

I hope this helps! I feel a good connection with you since some time and would be very happy to chat further to see if i can help you come up with any new ways to achieve this.. Im sure there are some!

See you Wednesday Jerry! ;-)
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