Well I thought working for pesos was tough.
Ahh STEEMIT how fickle I am. You take me on a few dates, romance me with a picnic of rich offerings, and then ...
you dont send me a text for a week.
What am I to suppose?
Of course we are both allowed to see other people... we hardly know each other... but I dont have time...
I have to find memes
I promised myself I would kneel at the alter of STEEMIT every night for a month, just be that disciple to myself, empty my heart, spill my guts, bare my boobies, and I will...
I be, I do and I have.
But ohhh its hard lord, and Im one of the lucky ones... I have had a taste of a dance on your hot steem spouting so Im addicted
im goddamn fucking invested at least $400bucks for at least two years with these people and it will probably be eternal as i doubt i will ever have the wherewithall to learn how to move these cryptocoins around and turn them into tea and honey.
I live for a future dream of a cryptic husband who entertains me forever with his knowledge of STEEMIT...knows when to click and who to follow, how to turn typos into gold, when to hold ém, when to run, and other sick stuff.
In the mean time I mine my own business.
I watch
I listen
I learn
I type fucking 16 hours a day
Then I go looking for gif.
I lay out my best work
I make 40cents.
All my FB friends watch and decide STEEMIT is done.
While I am committed over here til death do us part.
Owned! The lady in her underwear
2 years for $400 magic internet money that might just go poof
On the plus side. Im organising thoughts. Im meeting new networks, not alwaysmy type of people, not preaching to the choir, Im enjoying some argy bargy, Im learning shitloads, and Im not staring crying at the monitor hardly any hours a day now... I didnt realise it was facebook that was the problem concentrating all the problems in one place with all my conscious friends agreeing on and sharing and spreading the problems until all I can think about is the problems.
On Steemit I focus on one problem a day.
Todays focus is STEEMIT.
Im facing my fear of committment and settling in with you for a while.
Im laying foundations. Im telling myself not to look at the dollars and cents. Im laying something priceless, heart and soul just making my place.
The things I want to talk about, the places I want to lead people, to go where they know, and to show them where Ive been, I hope we learn to slowly get to know and trust each other.