That's exactly how I felt IN THE LAST DAYS since I started working with Steem as Newcomer. A glance through zero but very willing to learn. To understand the whole system behind this Community is only a little bit of approach it really needs a lot of nerves. I felt more than once like in the pictures and was just before the disengage.
But from day to day I get a little more and blogging is always more fun. Even with **over50 ** I begin to get the one or the other to understand and am pleased about not a bot generated resonance.
A big thank you goes to the German Steem Community D-A-CH on the discord server. Without them, I would not have been able to work out the knowledge of Steem that was now internalized. I can only recommend to any newcomer there to become a member because the local "old" rabbits are really helpful and explain a patient even with beginner questions.
Incidentally, the pictures of me were created when I wanted to open a small tin of tomato paste with a targeted blow with the chef's knife handle. Which of course went completely wrong :)