Segio, I hope the very best for you in your endeavors. This life is hard but, you have to do whatever it is to survive, as you have. When you are more stable, then you can allot more time to online writing.

Sergio, as much as you hate it do what you need to do to live first. Continue to check online jobs. Ask yourself, what skills do I have to offer right now so that I can stay afloat.

Never let your dreams die. Everything you do hard or easy will bring you one step closer to being a hard working, reliable man, that people admire also, closer to your dreams.