you're right on top of me
in me grows fear
then unexpectedly
I don't want you
to be near
what kind of sensational pleasure is that?
acutely everything is fucked up in my head
I thought I'd came
but I'm feeling shame
taking my lustily body
I pretend I'm more than fine
so you wont see
all the rage
of contrary thought in me
with all the love you give
my struggle takes it away
how can I now say
that I don't want you to stay
what is it in me
that wanted you so bad
and why do I suddenly feel so sad
