Hi steemit friends! It's been awhile! haha! not like I've always been active here but I will try to post new stuffs every now and then. Well, if you've seen my previous posts you will know that I am a Filipino and steemit is really not that popular here in our country. So, It would be rare for my friends to see these post of mine.
I also just wanted to share about my experience this past month.
I would like to express my feelings right now because I think I am going through emotional pain which I'm not even aware of. The cause of this maybe because of me and my girlfriend(ex) broke up. Its been a month now and I feel really devastated and I can't express it to anyone but myself. Pain is shivering down to my guts and its making feel alone and weak.
I am actually doing everything I can to forget about her. If you are wondering why we broke up its because she cheated on me, yeah she did. Its a very demeaning experience because its the first time ever that a girl of mine did that to me. I started to think of my flaws, my mistakes, my shortcomings and sometimes I often think that it was my fault. Maybe I lack something that she wants.
So, now I wanted to surround myself with other people and try to cope up with this experience.
As some religious man said: "God does not give you problems you can't handle"
This gives me the motivation that how heavy the pain is it will make me stronger.
Maybe forgetting about her is not a solution, maybe this pain is a way for me to pursue other things other than pursuing her.
I know this is a negative post but I just don't know where to express this other than here where nobody knows me.
Thank you for reading if you actually read this..