You realize your affection with your sister but you realize you are just sister brother, that's when you start getting upset. begin to imagine how wonderful life with a brother you've known for a long time, but wishful thinking is just expectations because the reality you just adek sister.
then you often laugh yourself when the big brother is close to you and cry alone because your relationship can not be a boyfriend.
You realize you like him, but he's your brother's brother. You wish him the same but he sells expensive. As you move away he approaches as you approach him away.
You enjoy the taste, you want him to be your lover but you are afraid he just think you just adek. But when you think you just considered your adek started justification.