great post Hive account@amritadeva. I am new here (started my blog yesterday) and I also crave a genuine connection to other people. From what I've seen so far, there is a potential for it on Steemit but also SOOOO many people here to make money and get attention and it's good time wastage to go through all these posts. Authentic content is hard to find nowadays because of all the meaningless posts out there, yet it is also paradoxically overwhelmingly accessible (I don't know about you but I can't sit in front of a computer for too long.) Also wanted to let you know that you are not the only one who hasn't figured out what to do with your life, I believe one can't ever be totally sure about that, even when you have a clear plan, circumstances can shift around in a second. So enjoy where you are now, I'm learning to do just that (and how to setup a writing schedule for this new blog). You can definitely count me in as a new follower :)