The worst thing ive ever done was dating two cousins...jeez.. I dont even know why I did it. I was truly in love with d first one, but his cousin started telling me stuff about him, so out of anger and revenge I starged dating d second cousin(who was in no way up to the first guy) . I truly loved the first guy a lot..but that was many years ago and I was young and impressionable. The first guy found out about it sha.. of all the 4-5 dudes ive been with...I wish I hadnt dated 3 of them at least. I have been reflecting on my life and I truly wish I didnt allow all those guys suck me. I wish I had saved the whole of my body for my husband. Lord pls forgive me. I did so many things out of ignorance. I am also very heavily addicted to gay porn...even though I am female. I also masturbate alot! Pls God deliver me
..I just cant help myself
