sometimes ideas (ilham) to write something new is so difficult, whereas you need to write. The demand is high. Writing techniques are an option but it's like no soul in it. I do believe the idea (ilham) is so genuine to the writing and that is why I'm melodiilham (melody with the idea)... and that is also why I have to leave the computer like that for now... and go to sleep.! My heart broken....zzzzzz
