After the cross comes the crown. No pain no gain. Want to go up? It's an obvious yes. Then you must be willing to give up something. You have to decide to move to the next level or remain in your comfort zone. As far as you are ready to give up that...... then you aren't ready for advancement.
You have put in somuch to get to this stage, you shouldn't allow any thing to deprive you from the glory.
Make a resolution today and back it up with action. Just make an attempt first and you would see tremendous strength from within. Man was created to do exploit. Never settle for little.
Don't even wipe. It's never too late until you say so. Don't give up on yourself because God hasn't given up on you.
You would definitely smile and am certain about that. See you on your way to the top. Because your future is in God's hands then your future is secured. You shall not go empty handed, God said so. God bless you.
Pharmk