Greeting steemers !
Today im wanna let my heart out ,
My frustrating , depression , disappointment anger and nah etc .
Im start asking myself am i gonna fail am i a failure , what should i do what should i post ??
This question constantly coming in my head . im so eager to post everything maybe its my own fault i didnt make a very good punch line in there .
Some guy here just posted a picture of marijuana and get tons of money out of it . that really make me more jealous , i dont know maybe my post unnoticeable for whales because of my steem powers so fucking noob ? Might be or absolutely is .
I dont feel like wanna give up yet , at least make me success in one thing in my life let me end this steem shit thing . i dont want to quit so early for this after strugling getting my steem power to 14 from just 5 of them . i know im doin very good there for one week here but that not by posting a blog or whatsoever , if by voting there not a chance can make me money or i just should stay on commenting others user post instead of making a post ?
Maybe i should stop hoping so much on a blog posting or maybe i should stop and start focusing at one time but im too scared to do it . i think i might left behind by others user .
I have so many thing to said in one post let make it hundreds post about how angry i am . nah im not gonna bragging more about this feelings and i dont guve a shit if nobody read this post .
Shout this out loud with me !!
To clear all burden in your chest out
FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKER