9:12 am, no rest for the wicked ehj ... this place has a nasty habit of forcing me into a biorythm i can never sustain, drains me of energy and for some reason whatever i do keeps waking me at "their "times ... which is why i'm always fighting
and rarely in a good mood, but well ... i got at least something to do, but is it worth the time ?
first ...
first thing i see when i boot up this rig is some half-a-page post telling me "this user has been blacklisted for blablabla" by this and that obese fish with zounds of clout ... i mute the poster, and i mute the obese fish, i can't STAND content nazis
i cant stand nazis, and in general, i cant stand classic lefties either
the reference ? you think it's far-fetched ? well, imagine this : the great benevolent saviour party of altruistic all powerful overlords comes by your door and says, just obey, do what we say, speak like us, read what we read, like what we like
OR ELSE
i think it's not that far fetched, purists, salem's lot, nazis ... or pc-hippies who tell you f-words killed the n-man, same thing to me. But that's not what i wanted to yap about in this here snippet of text (which is not harry potter fiction, and NOT pictures from my worldwide travels i pay for with money i ALREADY HAVE in order to drain the small people of more, so i can keep at it, giving back to those who stroke my ego, and silencing those who speak against it ... nazis, RICH nazis for that matter)
I don't go looking for them ... that's a waste of time, and if they wouldn't be looking to censor people they could put all that time into HELPING what they like, instead of destroying what they don't or what they can't control
"nazis" as they say
well, darlin' i do believe it says "censorship" somewhere on my profile, it's not because i don't make it a 'thing' to rub in peoples faces, it also says free speech extremist, but the fact that it's there might lead you to believe it's an always-on hot topic for me , and i'm not talking about china , am i ?
Well, before anyone calls hippicrisy, allow me to check you in 3 there : i do not tell these fat fish what to do, i don't even react or reply, i don't downvote them, i do not prevent them from doing anything at all, i simply keep them
out of my feed, you see the difference there? (o that was mate in one, sorry) i dont tell people what to do ...
No, the intention of said post is an exercise, i 've been monitoring closely the rewards i would be getting according to the numbers, versus what i actually get and guess what ...
the whole frontpage is a shiney lie
Now (i do this the usual way, i trot around the house like the will-o-wisp i am and pass by to type some before i "ooh stringy" like that proverbial cat with add), i already stated several times my goal is not to compete, not to be the best, not to 'win' (and certainly not to tell others how to do it , or else!) in the first place it is sustainability and independence.
Independence meaning : to not HAVE to rely on others, which doesn't mean you flatout refuse them ofcourse., It's just the point where you can't be told what to do because your foundation is strong, ready and laid.
i'm not here to save the world, although i establish in yesterdays post how it could be done in belgium
Yesterdays post tells me , in order to establish the base norm i would need about €2000, if i had that right now to throw at this thing, it would be set in ONE day
After that, i can sustain myself, and spend the rest of my votes on others, votin up, not down, interacting, and typing out whatever's on my mind. But before that, since i have a severe Leonidas complex, getting on my knees and asking fat fish to piss on me is simply not an option, besides, look around and see how many get "saved by the whale". Not as much as you'd think, sitting on the fence waiting for that hit-post to get you $2000 in one day ?
That's gambling
Well i'm also not an always-positive person ... i don't live in an always positive place, its not an always-positive country and my life ?
safe to say my life hasn't been always positive, safe to say we are products of environment and past experiences, if you are anything else, then that's a layer or a mask
Allow me to explain that in my classic metaverse-archpriest lingo : if you are stuck in the middle of a swamp, or trapped at the event-horizon of a black hole for that matter, logic breaks down, the laws of physic no longer apply as they did, including the fabled law of attraction, if you're stuck in a swamp and there are no branches, all laws aside, you will sink
right ... enough prattle, let's get to the numbers
ive been looking at this for a few days now, my posts start showing a minimum of $0.01 on the front-end, which is YAY, because i'm not obese fish who already is rich, small increments is the way to sustainability, steady, an infusion is nice, but not something counted on or waited for. Certainly will not be begged for.
I've been using http://steem.supply/ now for a while because it has a nice list of pending rewards, rounded by the promille, not by the percent as the standard steemit frontpage estimate does
euhm .. where was i ? well i showered, been outside, met a chum from the hood, social case like me (its a social housing project, anyone here telling you they're not are lying or clearly out of place, who the hell in their right mind with money to boot, would come live here of all places) ... very nice daddy if you ask me, he's the type for it. Hard-ass like everyone who grew up here but very non-hostile. Does volunteering at the local nonprofit-for-freeloaders, cooking soup while actually he's not really teh rich either ... got to some talking, see, it's not my lack of social skill, i'm not socially awkward, i am very able to connect with people, i simply don't do it anymore since you broke me, precious
so i'm back, where was i ?
ah yea , estimates and digits ... i already had the slight idea that the frontpage was giving optimistic round-ups, which is cute if you're a 100s a post guy but not if you come from nothing with nothing and you start out at $0.01 that's false hope because while at first i wasnt paying attention, i mean i dont have money to invest really so small increments is my only way here but then i noticed that all these listed rewards didn't appear AT ALL at steemd.com
like DUDE WURZ MAH VOTE?
now i had a share in @steemitbasicincome and votes on every post, and since its crypto, it doesn stop at a cent, but it goes 8 or more satoshi deep and there's zero reason why a small amount can't be transacted
there's also zero reason why it HAS to be implemented, that's up to the 'creators' of the chain in question , the mechanics and the front- and top end
but this thing does not come with a manual, does it ?
SO ... we dive beyond the surface and go digging, i find (mostly yo posts , that means year-old btw) on WURZ MAH MONEY? HALPZ ... people who, like me, were assuming at some point that they got punished for upvoting themselves
so i asked and i saw , veni, vidi ... the vicere will have to wait but giving up is not my job really, not when i have a REAL chance at independence, i dont want ferraris, i don't want yaughts, i don't want seven prizewives and expensive hookers and i certainly don't want the spotlight ... remember the sun king lost his head, while his advisors took off with the money ...
people upvote themselves all the time, its done, it works and frankly, there's nothing wrong with it, everyone's free to do as they please with the resources they're given, but i prefer when people don't use that to make others do as they please
it's not that,
however
on the left , behind door number one, we have said post before payout ... it says $0.01 on the right, behind door number two, we have said post RIGHT AFTER cashout_time : it says : $0.00
exactly what i heard a few people ask about ... but since i'm not the type to panic, its not like i'm losing money after all, i take a step back ... what's going on here other than fake news and false hope ?
Well, ... at time of writing, my actual worth of 1 100% vote is
celeroncat@cerebro ~/Documents/steemUX $ ./wurdamoney_wrk.sh @rudyardcatling
100 % vote is worth:.00711068332883701315
celeroncat@cerebro ~/Documents/steemUX $
well yes, what better way to make sure than to dig it up yourself, im a hudge fan of Paracelsus, the original heretic
at time of that post, it was worth less, but that doesn' t matter, what the hell is going on here well
first of all, my settings were default : 50/50 sbd / steem
second : the 0.007 wil always show as 0.01, even 0.05 will ALWAYS show as 0.01 on the standard front-end
third : the post is divided 75/25 author - curator
this makes it all very confusing to the digitally challenged (they say i have to use pc-words ... which for once i think is funny, me and my sick sense of humour) since no one gets this for real, it SAYS $0.01, and then suddenly it SAYS $0.00, with no explanation given
oh dear oh dear ... but steem.supply has a nice section with a calculator where you can do some numbers and find out wha's happenin'
basically the payout was below treshold, so i got nothing, my vote was wasted, my 
everything wasted, yagh, stick that up your cambridge analytics, mate ...
now
i dont know what the treshold is
... but i switched this account to 100% powerup until i can observe myself with my own eyes, one 100% vote gives a guaranteed minimum payoutif i find a wallet outside my door tomorrow with 2000 euros in it ... well ...
in a manner of speaking ...
but i doubt that
i'm still observing, and drawing my own conclusions from my own research but basically afaik thats wha' happen'd
which, i feel is something that could be fixed instead of giving false hope at ultra-low level ... i wouldnt never ask anyone in a position of power at steemit (the devs and management that is) to interfere at social level because that would basically kill the whole experiment in one step and turn it to a dictatorship overnight
however i do feel this thing needs exposure, and people need to be educated about it, no false hope, no lies, there's no need to adapt although you 'could' , a minimum is a minimum i'm hoping it's something like 0.0015 now at 100% power up which i will find out soon enough, it might not matter to you, but it does to me, and people living in countries where the averag actual WAGE for a full time job is about $100
i can assure you it matters to them
i will save the rest of my observation for another post since i do have things to do until steemit can pay me enough to hire maid, so i can rant more fabulous subversive crud and play little lightbringer at the risk of angering the gods
(again)
lol
i havent read this post over, but at least i didnt post it before i have half a bible this time heheh
don't give up, another world is possible, #fuckwhales and #shin-sekai
well fuck me, pablo escobar did it ... zero to hero ... i don't have cocaine plantations here ... and no one rich enough to buy that shit anymore anyway so i have to work with what i got
if he could do it, then why settle for less ... i keep strange heroes, ...on my wall right next to einstein
when i had a wall that was mine .... MANG ... i just solved homeless bum poverty for the whole country yesterday at the meagre price of 20 billion ... that's less than these people spend on champagne parties to hear themselves speak every year ... give it some time okay
chucklze
here : controversy
i didnt vote for trump and i dont own kid rock but they both sure as hell
are very entertaining
allright then ? enough for one post ? okay then
owh scratchpad , gets deleted every day but i spit there so i dont have to here ...
and on the subject of Trump i think he might be a dick but he ain't no fool and who the hell has ever hear of Kim Soong promising to quit the nukes 'as long as the mericans don't invade' .. i'm still waiting for that to be confirmed as false news lol ... the ways of the lunatic ... i dont really care , if it works in the end but the isolationism and nationalism isn't healthy