Late night when everyone slept, she used to lie in her bed with eyes wide open thinking about
how her life would have been if things had gone differently. It was the only time she could be
herself. She didn’t have to put on a fake smile or hide her tears. She used to cry her eyes out.
Lately, she had been feeling like she had no one who actually cared about her. The people she thought who would always be by her side were no longer with her. Coming to this place had
been her biggest mistake. She had a nice home, nice loving family but she gave it all just to
come in this shitty place she is now where no one bothered about others. Sometimes, she felt
like it was all her father’s fault for moving them out to some stupid place. Had they not moved
out, she would still have been in her home. But then again she had a choice after garduating highscool but she chose to stay away from home. She had started to like this place. It was like her second home but the older she got everything around her changed and adjusting in this new environment was difficult for her.
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She was starting to think no one was meant to stay in your life forever and ALWAYS and FOREVER was just in books and movies. Maybe it was just a phase of growing up.