Maybe my last post in Steemit. The ship is gone.

Dear steemians, My health is abandoning me and the money funds that allow me to work full time on Steemit are ending. Unfortunately, in searching for content for my posts and curation work I spend almost all my time at Steemit, but my project failed to fly. I almost ended the funds that I had for live, while hoping to emerge in this community, but all my projects are over, as my group Steemit Community Quality Support , all are happy to receive my support for quality, but almost no one cares to support me, apart from a few users who thank you very much. Also many other projects I had for live are fading, as many crypto investments that have not gone as expected, both for mistakes on my part and for external events.

Due to of my health problems, 6 months ago I lost a good job, I did the cheese, it was nice, I was fine with them. But how often in my life there is always something that goes wrong. I saw the possibility of living with Steemit and I tried, but I'm not good enough. If I was smart, when steem was worth little, I would have to stock up, and now should live in revenue as many are doing, their are good, they were more smarter.

I did not get enough SP to earn an income, so I see myself forced to do powerdown and sell my steem to live a bit longer, as long as I do not think of a solution in my life. My family can not help me, indeed, as long as I was healthy I was always me that thanks to work, I managed to help them against the economic crisis. But now, what do I do?

This is enough, I do not want to stay here to pity with my wails, partly because many of my failures are due to my stupid pride, that's wrong in asking for help? Nothing, but I'm not able, I want to do things with my legs and not depend on others, I'm a stupid proud. Now I want to thank all those who have supported me, I would like to write here for you forever, but I can not live only with good hopes, unfortunately, I have to look for a solution when time is tight and I do not know what to do. I lost my ship, but I wish you all good luck and that you will succeed. Thanks to everyone from Hive account@stea90.