Frank, would you consider going into more detail about the specifics of the underlying condition that caused the pain? and also;

"For anyone unfamiliar with either Kundalini or Fusion, I will not go into details here. For me, they are one and the same on many levels, but for the sake of this story, what is important to convey, is that I F$%Ked up and in a big way. I was undergoing a process that I could only describe at that point in my life as walking a thousand miles in Hell."

I don't have the slightest idea what transpired here but if you ever feel like putting that shit down in words I would love to read it.