What are your books and hobbies? Another book that i really enjoyed recently is Alchemy by St Germain. I promise you will not be the same after reading it. another that is transformative is My Big Toe by Thomas Campbell. I read his trilogy three times and the book is loaded with little tabs where i made notes. his premise is that at the basis of everything is a field of ones and zeros, positive and negative potentials ann like in a computer everything comes from that. TOE is the theory of everything.
I think you might like my music which is pure jazz taken to the quantum level. My first blog, My coming out party" describes my theory of music which is describing what I create. I would be interested in your opinion on it and perhaps i will be able to help you understand music better and even motivate you to find your own creative expression there. Music like life is democratic. Everyone gets a chance to participate. the big barrier is the beliefs we cannot do which comes from outside ourselves. These beliefs are foisted on us to control us for someone else's agenda. You are a spirit living in that body bag, beautiful as it is. As the spirit, you have infinite potential. We are all equal in spirit. We drive a Mazarritti with one foot on the breaks and one on the gas pedal which makes us drive only as fast as a broken down clunker which we aren't. Our beliefs about ourselves are the foot on the breaks. Your comment "To my regret, I have no talent for music" stimulated this trade. You Valeria are an artist. You can do anything you set your mind to. Your beliefs control what you put your mind to. Please do the following exercise and then tell me how it went. Set comfortable, think to yourself ,"what belief do I have to me and music" Do nothing. Just sit with that question. When the belief arrives just look at it. Write down the working as exactly as you can. Look at the written statement and try to experience the feelings and emotion. Do nothing about it. Just keep being with the emotion. It will become less intense until it vanishes. if some still hang on​ try to get an idea of where this belief came from. do the same with that version. Eventually, you may come to the conclusion that you didn't need this belief any longer. Now Whistle or sing in the shower or tap on the table or fill glasses with different amounts of water and tap them with a spoon. read my posting. you can make music!!!