So, I'm going to try for the Steemitboard Monthly Author award. This little post should earn the Weekly Author award.
In so many ways, it seems lousy to shit post my way to these, but I'm looking a new means to deliver the videos that I've been collecting (collecting for the purpose of achieving a month of posts) so I'm using this post to stall.
The truth of the matter, steemitboard awards are nonsense, but I'm trying to cope with a level of depression that is unusual for me, and I think forcing myself to interact outside my head is important.