SUJUD IS A MASTER OF ISLAM
One way to come to God is to prostrate, for the prostration done in the prayer is the way he has commanded.through prayer we may ask the creator.
This eye has not yet closed. Though the clock is already showing early morning at 2 o'clock. I also tried to close this eye, even though the anxiety was still hooked me. But eventually over time even this eyes closed.
"Arch, why do not I sleep very comfortable".
Suddenly matakupun woke up again. I saw the clock at the table I was only sleeping for 10 minutes. I also feel restless, maybe because I think "he". Finally I decided to take the water of ablution, and bow this heart before Him. It has been so long since I have not taken ablution to pray in front of Him.
God, I've been feeling this pain for a long time, he has left me with this pain. Maybe this is my fault for too much thinking for my own life and always ignore its existence when he is there. And until this moment I'm still hurt by people who play with these feelings. I also complained about my displeasure with Him. I'm tired of this feeling. Why do you test me with "Love". It's been two years since I was made ill by the pain of this love. My life is only made withered by this stupid feeling, had time to die soon. Why did you give me pain in this heart until now ya ALLAH !!!! I open the verses of the Qur'an as a tranquilizer of my heart. I think there is no harm in reading at a glance, may make me sleepy. Then I even randomly opened the verse of Al-'Akkut. Just as I read the first verse, I already feel myself getting stupid, a verse that means:
Does the man think that they are allowed to say, "We have believed," and they are not tested again?
Then I proceed to the next verse 10-11
And among men is one who says, "We believe in Allah," if he is hurt (because he believes) to Allah, he regards the slander of man as the punishment of Allah. And if the help of your Lord comes, they will say, "We are with you." Does not Allah know what is in the breast of all men? 11And verily Allah knows those who believe, and verily He knows the hypocrites
Yes GOD, for some reason I feel this relationship IS NOTHING to do with the verse, but I feel my heart is open. I am ashamed, because with the trials of "Love" this heart alone I have complained, angry at Nya.Akupun use my mind to think that:
God knows where the weakest point of man is, and that is where he will be tested. And here, here is my weakest point right now. He wanted me to sit back and sit on my prayer, and contemplate that this heart is from him and must be returned to him. This is my weakest point that He touches. I am too lulled by my love, and when I feel pain I just remember Him. I am sure, we again complain to Him when our hearts are fragile, and this is His way of returning me to remember Him. Every human being ever forgets you, but that little test is your sign to return to You. I am so sad that I spent all my time just to complain and angry at him about my heartache, but there is still much hope in my life other than killing myself in "Love" I also remembered in verse QS Ar-Ra'du: 11
"God will not change a person's fate before he transforms himself."
I'm also aware, I will not be able to change if I just always think and feel my pain, but I'm not trying to change it.
After that, I will try to close this heart with a sense of optimism and calmness, tranquility in His love. I also closed my prayer:
"God….
You create this heart to feel it ...
You created this eye to look at him ... ..
But did you create me for her .........
Whoever he is, I will definitely find him back ...... ..! "
- contemplation for me: God gave me everything, and it is not fair that HE did not give me a trial, to increase my faith in him. And maybe all this time, this is my weakest point ... so whatever must be lived with sincerity and confident to ALLAH ....
(The way Islamic religion worships Allah)
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