Every time she stumbled, she got back up. Staying down was never an option for her; staying down meant defeat, and being defeated was never part of her plan and never will be.
And every morning in which she woke up alone, she was closer to the day in which she could then share her bed with a kING.
She's reserving that space for someone who will EARN IT...she's not playing hard to get, she just wants to be hard to forget.