A day without the willingness to do something doesn't mean you would give up.
Everything has it own reasons. Every words has its own meaning. Every step has its own direction. Everything has its own knowledge.
Nothing in life is impossible unless you do everything and do what you want, preferences and needs, you just have to lean on God and believe in him, put him in the center of your heart and don't lose hope and God will do the rest!
God bless!