The silence stopped and the hugs began among all those who were at the table, little Amanda was in a complicated situation, her feelings were uneasy like a bee hive ready to go into action, the discovery that Luken was homosexual was very shocking to believe it at once.
The tears threatened to leave and the question of asking permission or just looking away began to bother, Amanda did not believe in what was really happening, the cold water bucket froze her so much that she felt a dark and heavy aura on her shoulders.
She raised her head and pretended to smile, a hypocritical smile that revealed the famous lie of the year, despite this adversity, she had to appear to be happy with the idea that the man she always wanted in her life had a boyfriend, a boyfriend who is totally handsome and pleasant to the naked eye, the latter tortured her because no one could hate such a person.
Luken and Carlos ... How did you meet? — Jennifer asked after a sip of her drink, it was not surprising that this question would come from her.
We met on a date with coworkers, one of them invited Luken and we got along very well. — Carlos responded animatedly, smiling with a white and resplendent countenance. Damn, it totally perfect.
Wooow, love at first sight! — Lucas laughed, as usual, everyone laughed except little Amanda, she was trapped in an emotional flood, the sadness she felt was unheard of... Never felt so bad at the news.
No, it was not a fairy tale. Luken liked a girl and I liked a boy at the time, we had many conversations and outings as friends until the feelings came up, obviously there were fights but everything went very well for both of us. — Carlos stopped talking and Jennifer smiled, smiled equally hypocrisy, knew very well that Carlos was not the person he was showing us.
Amanda noticed that smile, something inside shared the feeling, was not focused on Luken, only saw Carlos, a very strange person but at the same time kind to others ... And if it was totally different?
Amanda, you haven't talked all night, tell me how you doing? — Luken asked.
Everything is fine. — The girl with short hair responded, with a calm look that reflected peace but also sadness.
Oh honey, your face says you're not well, did something happen? — Amanda upon hearing that question only witnessed an importunate person ready to take out poison, and no, it was not the real Jennifer.
Quiet, I'm fine, I'm just tired. I think it's time to go, thank you very much ... — She got up and looked for her bag, she had arranged for nothing, not even Luken and she spoke, thanks to the heavy Carlos who answered everything.
Have a good night Amanda. — Stan said, the only one who knew Amanda's mental situation, preferring to support her as far as he can.
She nodded and left. With the heart in her hand, beating slowly, she was upset that he was perfect in Luken's eyes, and in her eyes he was a gloomy person with bad intentions. Able was only exaggerating but he had a sharp sixth sense and said "Don't trust him".
She arrived at his apartment, took off her sandals and continued to look for some Oreo cookies, was hungry for candy, her mouth tasted bitter, idiot Carlos, you screwed up. Amanda picked up the cookies and walked to the couch, turned on the television and placed Friends, some comedy for her clumsy life, was laughing when someone knocked on the door with very hard knocks.
Hell ... Will it be the neighbor again? — Her neighbor suffered from Down syndrome, so it was not uncommon for her to appear at night knocking, Amanda got up lazily and opened the door, turned the volume and entered a large figure into the room, she did not understand what It happened within 2 seconds of opening the door, opened his mouth ready to insult and became aware of something.
The unknown figure was now known, Stan was in front of her and was drunk.
What is your visit coming to? — She laughed, she didn't expect her friend to go into her apartment drunk.
Amanda… — Stan whispered.
Look, I don't have time, seriously there is no time for stupidities. — Amanda's complaint was inaudible to the drunk boy's ears, she did not understand why he was breaking her abode.
You have time for something. — Stan concluded.
Really? Tell me what would it be? — Answered.
Sex. — And that was when Stan kissed her.
That's when little Amanda knew what was going to happen, her mind was a kind of stun and the tickle on her skin was the point of madness.
A very toxic madness.
Chapter 1.