It's a rainy night, I'm sitting in the living room looking out the window, with a cup of coffee listening to rain. The sky is gray, maybe it reflects how I feel right now. I have the book that I must read for my class tomorrow, I don want to study. Something is wrong, I feel bad. My heart feels heavy, my chest contracts and my breathing starts to accelerate. I see a car passing, and a melody rings at home, I realize it's my cell, someone calls, I stop thinking. I watch the phone in my hand, I feel dizzy. A call that did not have to answer, a news I should not know, the thunder does not stop, and my heart will explode. The rain falls like my tears are spilled without stopping, it can not be I repeat myself once, the silence is deafening me and I feel faint.

Everything turns dark like the night, everything goes slow as the voice I heard, three words were precise to not want to continue standing, that's why I fainted. In the distance I hear the rain fall, as strong as my head repeats over and over again, the words that from today are forbidden in my life as the last time. I wake up, I feel weak, my heart quickens as I remember their voice again, I feel myself falling in the shadow of the event and my life will not be the same since this night.