Today I dream, dreaming forever with you. I really hope you love me as sincerely as I love you with all my heart. But it turns out you left, go with that bastard woman. You left without the last word, without the word broken with our relationship that already 2 this year. You prefer that woman to me who sincerely loves you.
You know not after your departure how my life story. Now I'm the worst person in the world, maybe I'm stupid too expecting you. I'm always cheerful now become very moody, no smile on my lips this. You used to spoil me, love me very much. You know not when you meet me with your parents, I really feel you are serious with me. The ring you put on my ring finger I still keep to this day. How strong are you with me.
Now I'm still alone, still here, still the old one, still expecting you to come back to me. I never try to find another even to be invited to meet even men I always refuse. You know why, yes because I still think of you and I wish you back. All my family asks why I'm still single, you know why ya because I'll always wait for you.
You know not for a month there is a nice man who approached me his name is Kelvin. That time we met at a Mall but that's not what made him like me but we're neighbors and I never realized that. He often shows up when I go out trying to approach me but what I always try to stay away. But he was very persistent to always get my hapeku number. But for some time we started close when one day I can not-can angkot and suddenly he appeared and invited me actually I still refused but he continued to force until I finally want to go home with him.
I started trying to open my heart and give my hungeku number. He often really sms me but I often really not reply sms him, very different time near each samamu you sms sure I quickly reply back. He often calls me, but I often do not pick up his phone and you remember, when we get closer you often call and I always pick up your phone. But he was a patient person, he kept trying. And one day when I was almost in the jambret of the man he came like an angel who helped me and drove me home also.
Starting from that day I increasingly tried to open my heart, every time my sms always reply and every time he calls I always lift it. He once invited me out at nightfall time but at that time to interact directly I have not been able to until I refused but often he kept asking until I want that moment and we went overnight. But we do not do anything but he just invites me to eat fried noodles and see the atmosphere of the night.
The closer and closer. We started to walk together a lot and I see that he is very hopeful with me. You know he never wanted to invite me to meet his parents but I refused to be very different from your time, when I was very excited to meet your parents. When I refused even he was not desperate to take my heart. He often really send me my flowers, especially when I was his birthday it was the first person who said "Happy Birthday" he also sent a cake tart to my house because he knew I would not want if he asked out.
His heart is like an angel but somehow, YOU KAU can never be replaced by anyone in my heart, ever time I read a novel and had read the phrase "What the hell expect people who care for your samamu, what the heck do not know anyone who likes your samamu" and I felt the sentence mock my life. I was so embarrassed by the sentence that I started to be nice and one Sunday night he took me out and I wanted to. You know not on that night he made a very special event and he was expressing his feelings if he likes me but you know I do not reject it and leave the place on the spot.
You know my reason for refusing him is because of you, because before the night he picked me up I accidentally dropped your gift ring and I think back to you. I hope you'll put the ring back on my ring finger sometime.
That was my strongest and last reason for refusing the man and staying faithful. Since that night he has completely vanished from my life and I have never seen him again. But until I write this short story you have not come yet. Is it possible that I'm just a stupid man who wants to keep waiting for you.