I no longer believe in loyalty! I'm the type of girl who loves to lose her head completely! I did everything for the sake of relations, changed, tried to become better, developed. I did everything for him, with him I was real! We met at my work! He is all so beautiful, tall, and my most favorite weakness, these dimples on the cheeks! I never believed in love at first sight, but the moment I saw it, I realized it was not. He began to look after me, and in my turn after 4 years, how my heart broke my first guy by changing me, began to believe that I am ready for a new relationship and forgot all the insults. We could talk every day for five hours, sleepless nights (even though both were very busy, I was with him as well as with no one in my life, and the worst thing was that I began to live with him, all my thoughts were about him We were madly jealous, swore, but the next day we talked and measured, as if nothing had happened!
In his ocher, he had before me a girl who was older than him and divorced, which his parents found out about and were completely against their love and did everything to separate them both! From the very beginning of our relationship, he told me that he would never love anyone! The first time I was very hurt, but I knew that time will put everything in its place. We have taken care of each other, helping and supporting in every way! I believed in him like no other, always said that no matter what, his business will develop and everything will be fine! He was very gallant, I never felt anything wrong with him, and even we kissed him, after 4 months of relations. He was a psycho, whom I was ready to endure and love for the rest of my life! He could not without me, I did not have a shower in me! I could be jealous of everyone who looks at me like that. I, in turn, always courted, gave my tenderness (I liked him most of all, that he never lied and spoke only the truth.He could very strongly mother me and sometimes he could raise his hand (and here one day he says to me that nothing can be between us because you are with your furious character, you can disgrace my family, and if you want to communicate with me, but know the future we will not have, and at that moment, I thought that my heart would burst, but the same day he came to me and confessed his love, I did not believe my ears, at that moment I thought that I was the happiest person in the whole world! I also told that I feel to him from the very beginning that I also love him (but after this conversation I began to feel what was happening, something either ( right in his doubts, he began to communicate with another girl and again divorced with her son, and again older than him at the time, my angry ripped into two parts!
One side loved him painfully, the other hated and only wanted revenge. I told him everything that shocked him! And he told me that this is the end, that I'm to blame for everything! And the most interesting is that he stopped loving me in a moment and a second, I was shocked, I did not want to believe my ears, I was again broken heart, humiliated me with my words (but getting myself in hand I got used to this situation, but said I do not need him and I never want to see him, he raised his hand to me, we started to fight, it hurt and it's very insulting to realize that the person I loved could hurt me and betray me and the plus to make me physically hurt! I was in despair. And after that, he did not leave me alone, the period But taking care of myself, I was able to put him everywhere in the black list, wishing me luck in life). Now a month has passed between our relations and it hurts me that once again I believed in love! I trusted my feelings so that later they would rassoptali me and throw me in the hole, the person you valued ....