Destiny Not Matching Hope
Dear Allah,
Stick my heart, when your provisions are not like what I want
Help me for my chest,
In order to always be sincere in receiving and dealing with it
I am only ordinary human,
When problems arrive
Or a variety of tests come in the way,
Not infrequently I feel tired, bored, angry, complaining, crying
That is my nature, as a human being who is still so negligent
I am so easy to hope for human beings
Although I know and are often told,
That hope to humans will only get disappointed, and produce wounds
But lalainya me, still do it
As if my heart was blinded by the world
I do not have any power
Because of my too much obsession,
I can only plan and hope fast
Carving dreams, wishing, trying, and mendo'akan
Hope someday what I want can come true
But, when what I ask you do not give me what I want
Sometimes I feel disappointed, I feel so despicable
It's hard enough to convince my heart, if Your plan is definitely the best for me
I do not know how much complaints and tears that I show you
Although always try to strengthen my heart,
But when it is silent, I often complain about my fate
Dear Allah,
Eliminate the tightness I'm feeling
Replace sadness with happiness
Help me to always chest, against everything that only makes me teary
Strengthen my heart, to always remember You
Relieve the growing pain in the chest, and
Make it easy for me to always accept it.
