This is about me. Yasien, I always had and have the intention to give it back to you. I bought a few altcoins and they lost a lot of value. I am sleeping in the street so I don't have to spend it. You say friend, why you never helped me when I was on the street? I told you that I cannot take care of myself and am fighting since bitshares for free money for victims of violence. Why do you think I don't have a normal job? I could make a lot of money but I don't do it. Psychological problems since school, where they beat me on the head every day and I almost made suicide. Here people call me friends but I don't like it. The same friends I had on facebook and after I got robbed nobody helped me. With money friendship stops is even a saying. Why cannot we make a group were my strength and yours and others are together so that poeole like me do not have to suffer? Everyone for himself?
I want to pay it back to you, always wanted. I got confused. Should I pay back in BTC or euro? Are you angry as everyone? When I asked you if you could help me you said that you can't after I told you that I cannot help myself. Well, in which case do you hlkp someone then? When he can help himself and don't need any help? Why I was so quiet: Because I feel guilty. I had and have existenial fears, my mother isn't in the hospitlal, she's in the place where people die. You said that I should give it back to you once I have it. I now try to make money with trading. I will send you the money in steem in 4 days. How much is it in euro you gave me? I like you and am sorry for what I did. It's like that with me. Please forgive me, Martin
RE: Give money instead of lending money