No, I agree with you completely, unfortunately there are certain things I cannot openly talk about since I am not anonymous on here, but eventually, soon I will create a place that I can talk openly. It is a struggle and it's real and I think that people need a place to discuss it anonymously besides in the "Rooms." Thank you by the way I appreciate your response and I needed to hear that. It's nice to hear what you are thinking most of the time, to some how validate that you are not crazy/insane, LOL!