Chapter 4
He bent my right knee, pulled my underwear and smacked my thighs then he looked into my eyes and said you are such a beautiful girl, just relax and let me make you a woman. Tears started to flowing off my eyes, oh baby don’t cry, i will be gentle and i will look after you better henceforth, he spits on his hand and rubbed his penis with it. I remember begging him not to do this. I just felt his hard penis thrust inside of my vagina, so much pain, so much tears, i had given up, all i could think of was how i was going to just commit suicide after all is done.
I just knew my life had ended, who cIn i tell that won’t judge me, I’m actually being raped. I just laid there, with tears flowing down my cheeks and exactly 60secs he was done because i was counting and it felt like 60hours.
He ejaculated and pulled his penis out of me and threw himself beside me in bed, he immediately went into a deep sleep, my pelvis was so painful as i struggled to get up, the sheet was full of blood, i just couldn't stop crying. I got up and went into the bathroom because all i wanted to do was to clean all the filth off my body, i got under the cold shower fully clothed wet and shaking then i just thought i needed to leave that house before the beast wakes up so, i rushed out of the bathroom and ran out of the house still wet, looking dirty and ridiculous.
I could hear an echo of car hoot and screaming and footsteps and different sounds because everything sounded like echoes to me, walking on the street blaming myself for all that just happened, maybe if I had worn something bigger or maybe if I was born ugly or maybe into another family. So many thoughts ran through my head as i took my walk of shame or what else could it have been?
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