Normally when people write a suicide note of sorts, it's really more of a cry for help. For a friend, for a chance to find hope and something worth living for. Coming from experience, I tried to kill myself on 5 different occasions, 5 different times, using 5 different methods. There was always at least 1 reason that brought me back and didn't let me.
If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

This hit me for many reasons aside from understanding the feeling and past experience.
My husband is a software engineer, also named Dan, tired of the mundane of lining other people's pockets and fixing incompetent co-worker poorly written code.

Anyway, I'm serious. If you wanna talk, I'll send you my number.
Keep your head up and don't throw in the towel yet!